No one believes it is happening now.

[crystal_sun396]

This post is full of whining :(
1. My total GPA just broke the 3.6 line. That's right, in the wrong direction. I did mention I was doing poorly this semester, didn't I? I'm more afraid of my cousin's disappointment than my own.

Why do I even bother with ambitions? It's not like they motivate me. Supremely unmotivated, me.

2. In only moderately related news, I am tired of being my current self and am ready to try pretending to be someone else. You know, again. Because it seems I've turned into that guy I never liked anyway, and I've nearly forgotten why I love the things I do which was the whole point of the weirdo I am trying out at the moment.

Hm, whining. Hopefully you'll see less of this. I'm too old to get my teenage angst on. Thank goodness it's summer.

3. I apparently need to read more 17th century poetry. Or just poetry in general, but I was just recommended the whole of the 17th century. Should keep me busy.

Oh, also this: Song on the End of the World - Czeslaw Milosz. Not related to anything in particular. I... like this guy's stuff? I don't know.

And those who expected lightning and thunder
Are disappointed.

Comments

[dreadable.livejournal.com]

BABY. ILU. and miss you dearly. you should probably call me one of these days when you have the time.

if it makes you feel any better...i've got....a 2.7ish gpa? :'D

[crystal-sun396.livejournal.com]

jlkadsf;lakjsdf;l kj; ;;; ;;;

hi lady :)

[dreadable.livejournal.com]

lmgfdjs

hey darlingu~

[coppelius.livejournal.com]

Bawww - buck up, ladybean. Anything in the realm of +3.0 is absolutely nothing in the world to be remotely depressed about. It's been less than a week since I graduated, but already neither I nor anyone else gives a flying fuckaroo about my GPA. I swear you will be okay.

[newsboyhat.livejournal.com]

This!

[crystal-sun396.livejournal.com]

Y hello thar, graduate!

Watched Jekyll~

[newsboyhat.livejournal.com]

Oh yeah, what did you think? James Nesbitt is so delightfully creepy and perfect.

BTW, are you lurking on AIM?

[crystal-sun396.livejournal.com]

I really enjoyed the beginning, but it got a bit too weird for me at the end. Also, I keep thinking of Claire as Sophie from Leverage which likely gave me incorrect expectations for her behavior.

I am not! And I'm currently unpacking in a different room, but I can sign in and catch you anyway.

[crystal-sun396.livejournal.com]

Thank you! This really makes me feel better. Especially "flying fuckaroo."

...Also "buck up, ladybean."

What is that toaster even doing?

[coppelius.livejournal.com]

Pleased to be of service to your headbones~

Waddling, I think. In a fashion most unamused.

[arks.livejournal.com]

That's a good poem.

I'm painting the living room today. Shall be around on Skype, etc.

[crystal-sun396.livejournal.com]

Hee, I'm happy you think so!

I'm still unpacking things. Everything is so neat while it's still in boxes. Kind of just want to... leave it be.

[ursabee.livejournal.com]

1. *sympathetic face*

a) as has already been said, three point whatever is nothing to sneeze at.

b) You're right of course. In GPA-lifting efforts, do not even bother with ambitions. Bother with medical and med school related media with exceedingly competent doctors while pushing yourself as much as possible towards borderline-unhealthy imitative behavior :)

i. Ambition in and of itself is supremely unhelpful to all but the most bonafide of Slytherins.

3. The seventeenth century had proto-communists called 'Diggers,' and this crazy, possibly orgy-friendly creed called 'Ranters,' and everybody* believed the End Times were upon them, and much epic poetry was written to figure out if God would smite you for drawing a picture of him.** You probably should check it out.

Also, HI ^_^ <----(different kind of smiley from point 1-b <-------(states the obvious))

* gross exaggeration.
** gross misrepresentation.

[crystal-sun396.livejournal.com]

I love this comment. Formatting, content, FOOTNOTES, emoticons.

Hi you. How's life back home?

[ursabee.livejournal.com]

I'm still adjusting my sleep schedule to Not Awake During the Night Time. Yesterday was the first time I made the 10am-10pm stretch without a nap.

Um. I would ask the same of you, but you can be more reliably prevailed upon to actually post, so I feel like it's kind of unnecessary...

Also, I re-watched Monster's Inc two days ago, and that movie is pretty heartbreaking when you watch it through the slash-goggles.