Back at school now. I'm watching season 4 of Dexter now. Thanks a lot, Guagua, Kaka; somehow this is your fault. :P

Meanwhile, also doing work this looked fun? I maaaay have done this before. It's been going around forever.

Give me a fandom and I will tell you my...

One True Pairing Ship:
Canon Ship:
"If this happens I'll stab my eyes out with a spork" Ship:
"You are one sick bastard" Ship:
"I dabble a little" Ship:
"It's like a car crash" Ship:
"Tickles my fancy but not sold just yet" Ship:
"Makes no canon sense but why the Hell not" Ship:
"Everyone else loves it but I just don't feel it" Ship:

SP warning, but go for multiples if you like.

Meme from Sai and Dre and... I think Sophie? And.... I am not keeping track, hey? Some of these apply to more than one person. Hopefully I'm pretty predictable in regards to things I would want to inform others of, or I haven't been doing my duty.

... Also, I can't shut up.

Things I Wish I Could Say to Different People Right Now:

1. You're still the person I trust the most in the world, and our friendship is still something I consider ideal. Perfect acceptance. One day we'll be in the same fandoms again, and we'll pick everything right up again. In the meantime, our occasional random throwing of hearts at each other is all I need.

2. I want to know you better, but I know you enough now to make a judgment. I have a right to make that judgment and you have earned it, honest. You're sweet and interesting. I like you. You should just accept that I like you for now instead of worrying about our degree of association. I can just change my mind later, if you disappoint me, okay? But I don't think you will.

3. Please, I do mean what I say when I fangirl all over you. The cognitive dissonance when I lie about stuff like that is usually too much trouble to bother with. It probably all sounds ridiculous by now. I bet it's repetitive. But I want to say it every time I think it; I want to let you know while I can, because I can.

4. You give great advice and lots of insights to things I would otherwise miss. You put up with me so graciously, it's like you're made of patience except you have to also be made of crack. I'm always a little surprised to remember that there exist people as supportive as you. You inspire me to be better for other people.

5. I've owed you candy for nearly two years now. I haven't forgotten, even if we haven't spoken for a while. I remember you every time I see that kind, and feel a little guilty inside.

6. Our friendship ended with such dignity. Or maybe I mean "paused". One can just as easily be the other, and maybe that's what I'm talking about. I still read your entries sometimes, and it makes me happy to see you doing well.

7. You are off-limits for a lot of things. This is a shame, because you are one of maybe two people I could see myself able to stand living with for any significant length of time and vice versa. After all, we've done it before. (And yeah, tried to kill each other daily, but we could be so good now.) At least our love for each other has got to be something like compulsory, by now. .... Actually, that's probably not good either.

8. I'm so sorry. You deserve so much more of me than I've been able to give, or maybe you deserve someone else who can actually give you those things. I will try to make more of an effort. I don't know why it is such an effort, besides the overhanging guilt (which is majorly counterproductive), but I can find out and deal with it. You're such a good person. Too good a person.

9. Every time you reassure me, I feel that much more comfortable. Every time we just talk probably helps too. The intimidated feeling is almost unavoidable since I've got this particular breed of awe for you. Um, so just be patient with me. I'll get over it.

10. You're the most natural teacher I know. It is really impressive. I love hearing you explaining things, no matter what they are, because you can make them so interesting and easy to grasp. All subjects of all complexities. You've patience and thoughtfulness and insane amounts of clarity of thought and expression. I wish I had some of that understanding, so that maybe I could be of more use to you. I wish I could give you the contentment you deserve.

From alinaspoon

SEVEN HAVE YOU EVERS:
1. Have you ever liked someone with a girlfriend/boyfriend? I suppose so.
2. Have you ever had your heart broken? I try to avoid that sort of thing.
3. Have you ever been out of the country? Yes.
4. Have you ever done something outrageously dumb? Who hasn't?
5. Have you ever been back stabbed by a friend? Not literally, thank goodness. That would suck.
6. Have you ever had the cops called on you? No, not like that.
7. Have you ever read an entire book in one day? Yes.

SIX LASTS:
1. Who was the last person you saw? My mother. We had a very interesting history discussion that lasted several hours.
2. Who was the last person you called? Cousin #4 in regards to Maple Story. Shut up.
3. Who was your first crush? First crush goes to Elfangor, maybe. ...You know. That alien. From Animorphs. Yeah, the dead one. Shut up.
4. Who is the last person to text you? I don't get texted. Dad, maybe.
5. Who is the last person you texted? I never sent it in. Ijust felt like "typing".
6. Who did you last yell at? Those girls who stole my room. I was itching for a fight (because I was right and they were wrong and lying and suck) but whatever. My team found me space in another room. We weren't the ones with hangovers the next day.

FIVE WHEN'S:
1. When was your last shower? Yesterday. Ish. My time's all messed up.
2. When did you last see your mom? A few minutes ago.
3. When did you last dress up? In clothes I could go outside in... hm, two days ago.
4. When was the last time you cried? On the plane coming home. For that person who can still make me cry.
5. When did you last go to the movies and with who? A month ago with njaznknight15 to see Transformers.

FOUR WHERE'S
1. Where does your best friend live? No.
2. Where do you go to school? No.
3. Where is your favorite place to be? My house, almost any room.
4. Where did you sleep last night? In a real bed. Without ants.

THREE DO'S/DOES
1. Do you like someone right now? You could say that
2. Does s/he like you too? In a manner of speaking
3. Does the future scare you? Not really.

TWO WHY'S
1. Why are you best friends your best friends? They are awesome and I've loved them.
2. Why did your parents give you the name you have? English name is from the doctor who helped us.

ONE LAST QUESTION
1. Are you happy with your life right now? Sure.

Have not posted in a while. So:

Tagged by ryuuseisui sort of.

1. Tag seven people: You, if you feel like it.

2. Write 7 angry things:
x: Malicious stupid people
x: Being told to calm down (When am calm. Or was. Go away, patronizing person.)
x: Someone hurting one of my friends
x: Being unable to help
x: Hurting someone by accident
x: Emo days
x: Wet socks

3. Write 7 happy things:
x: Pretty much everything ryuuseisui said.
x: Friends and family
x: A
x: Daydreaming
x: Amusion
x: Free time (finishing work early)
x: Skyscapes

EDIT: ( Realized you probably can't read her Happys... )

From stuffu

( Hourly Distribution of Entries )
>_> I'm noticing a trend here... Late nights?

My friends are so cool -_-. It almost makes me sad.

Hey, I need to make a site for my Web Design class. Does anyone have an idea for a possible theme? (Teacher suggested baseball and cars for boys. Neither appeal to me. Not that I'm a boy)

From sandanzuki

LJ Interests meme results

1. bubble tea:
   And, Will's mum's bubble ice-coffee. An accident gone wonderful
2. digital photography:
   My camera is my buddy. Who is currently low on juice. Poor baby
3. fanart:
   I likes to stare at it. And draw it as long as no one else sees
4. good omens:
   Book and Fandom
5. jonathan teatime:
   I love him so much. *happy sigh* He is t3h cool and the man of my dreams. Shame he's evil, really. And dead.
6. manga:
   But I don't get to read much of it.
7. open canvas:
   Not the program. A real life open canvas, pure and white, exposed to the world
8. relaxation:
   It's good. It's all good. But this is one of the best
9. sunsets:
   Skyscapes in general
10. walking:
    But not running. Because now both my feet have Big Scary Blisters/Calluses

Enter your LJ user name, and 10 interests will be selected from your interest list.

( Meme thing I picked up )

And now I wonder: why isn't Space Ghost on that list? XD

Okay, enough proctastination. Back to the darn darn essay.

From sandanzuki and lily22

1) Comment and I'll pick one of your LJ interests and make you an icon.
2) You have no say in what I make.
3) Put this in your journal so I can do the same. (You dunna have to)

I haven't been on much... -_-